My Mission: Employment in 3 Stages
April 28th, 2007 by nokinoki
Hello Friends and Friendsters! Ü My goodness!!! The time has come! After several months of hibernation, I will enter the jungle again! Jungle? What do I mean?! I’m referring to a place where crazy animals live, a place where both wit and strength will be put to the test. Friends… I’m going to Taguig! Hehehe. (peace, Taguig friends Ü)
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I would just like to give a short story of what has been happening to me the past few months… ok, this might not be so short, wahehe. Ü Before I go on rambling, (uuy, rambler) I just want to praise God for giving me this gift of work. After so many months of waiting for this, God’s perfect time and company finally came. And with this came a more grateful and thankful Noki. Lord, may You always be my all satisfying treasure, my greatest source of joy. Ü
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Okey Letsh Shtart! Ü What happened to me the past few months is NOT a new or radical experience that “no one on the planet earth” has ever experienced before, but this mine and it is one of my greatest yet. Here we have action, there’s drama, there’s comedy, hey there’s even some singing & dancing! Ole! Ü
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For some of you who still do not know, I have not had a full time employment for a long time now. Let me emphasize that, nothing for “A LOOOONG TIME”, longer than I planned, longer than the traffic at SLEX (I think, hehe). We can mark three stages of development in emotional state of my unemployment.
1. Relief - “Yes!” Stage
2. Concern - “Hmmm” Stage
3. Disappointment - “…” or “Meshm-Feshm!” Stage
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During the first few months of unemployment, my mind and body just agreed that the rest felt great. “Yes!” Ü I used my new found uncommitted time for “muni-muni” moments, church volunteering and sleep fiestas! I enjoyed it so much that I didn’t recognize time just passing by. This is where “Hmmm” comes in. I realized that I needed to get more serious with my job hunting.
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The Rest Period was already overstaying in my life. Dear “Rest”, you know I really like you… but there’s more to life than you. I think I have to see other periods now. It’s not you, it’s me, it’s meeeeehh! TC, mwah, mwah. Ü I tried organizing my days again. I even scheduled personal study times which covered topics from Improving Personal Effectiveness to Learning Basics of Marketing Management. Yet even with much added effort to find work and with new changes in my life, still no work came.
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Like a slow cloud covering the earth, sadness was creeping in. Silence. “…”
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They were one of the hardest times in my life. But not impossible to bear, God was with me every hard step. These are the times when God becomes “more” real to you. It’s not that He has changed but I have changed. This trial has made me more focused on Him. They are so precious times. Praise God. Ü
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It’s weird how I first started with very detailed and lengthy prayers during this tough season but after some time words were no longer needed for the heart was already crying out. I know God is listening, but His plan for me then was still not finished.
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Also during these days, I started tutoring English to cute but crazy Korean kids. Some of them extremely crazy, hehe. They make me seem like I’m in a vegetative state. One little boy likes to punch hard to show his love and affection. I can tell this Kimchi boy really enjoys my company because of the bruises I gained through the week. How do you say, “Don’t love me too much?” in Korean. Anyone? Please? Pleeeaaaaase?! Hehehe.
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Then one day, I got a job-related email. Then another day, I got a test. Then, I got interviews. Finally, when God’s perfect time came, I got hired. Ü Let’s say it together… “YEHEY!!!” Ü
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This is one of my Oh My Gosh Experiences. Ü
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I thank you for those who were helped me and who prayed for me during the past months. Praise God for the whole experience. I hope that whatever you are going through right now, you too choose to walk with God through it all. God Bless you greatly! Ü







